An ending love

Its all hard to explain
what i once was to you
because i hate to say it
but i never really knew

its like i was just an object
being thrown around all the time
i cant stop thinking of it
that i was never on your mind

tears run down my cheek
when i know what was in the past
how none of it was really good
because it just went by so fast

time never ever stops
no matter what happens
i guess not everyone
can have a happy end

i cry myself to sleep each nap
knowing i had you once in my life
but now its all done and over
i don't know if it was even right

i hate to admit it
my heart really loved you
but I'm worried it was all fake
and none of it was true

it was all just a love
that i dreamed of one day
i hoped and begged it'd never leave
but actually it all blowed far away