Who am I?

Who am I?
I am no longer me
I am someone much worse
Though, the old me is still inside, waiting to be free

I used to always smile
Even when I was depressed
Now that smile has faded
And all of my feelings are suppressed

I used to always laugh
Everything was funny
Now a dark cloud has drifted over my laughter
And it is no longer sunny

I used to always care
About other ppl and about me
They were the apples of my eye
But now, I can no longer see

I never did i hurt so much
And also cause so much hurt
I make ppl feel bad about themselves
I make them feel like dirt

I always used to love to live
But now i want to die
Maybe ill feel better after I find the answer
Just who am i?

by josh