Good Night and God bless.

I miss you this morning Grandpa.
We spoke about you again.
I need you back Grandpa.
My heart is filled with so much pain.

The flowers are there.
Red for this time of year.
Ginger is in a pot from Aunty
And all I can do is shed a tear.
You always liked Ginger.
The taste of it, the smell.

I need you back Grandpa,
Because Im going through hell.
Im sorry I couldnt help you,
When you needed me.
I couldnt translate the language grandpa,
I didnt know what they were saying to me.

Just that one vacation in Spain.
Just one week from the year.
And you fell ill that week Grandpa
And all I could do was fear.
So when they asked.
Que Paso?
I just looked at them with no clue.
And I all I wanted to do Grandpa,
Was to help you.

But I couldnt.
I didnt understand a word.
My mine went blank.
Ive studied the language for three years.
My whole view of the world has now turned.

When you said to me on that first day there No matter what your papa says, Youve helped me so much, thank you I smiled at you, loving you even more then I already did.
And now I feel so much guilt.
And never have a shed a tear so much, never so many tears have a spilt.

I miss you grandpa, and all I can read on your stone is.
"Good Night... and God bless"
So Good night Grandpa.
I miss you more then ever.
Merry Christmas Grandpa.
It's not the same without you here.

Good Night Grandpa.
Good Night.
xXx