Cutting edge of my skin

I'm numb to the pain,
and I just can't seem to
stop myself from slicing
my leg away.

Ever thing seems to
disappear when I slip into
my own little world. I can't
feel or see anything I'm
doing.

Until I realized what I've
done. I didn't know I could
cut that deep. The pinks
reds full of blood.

It floods from my wound
onto the bathroom floor.

Wrap it up neat and tight.
Go to the computer and
chat with some friends.
I feel my Leg get full of
warm liquid.

I panic and call a close
friend. Who says call
the hospital who calls
the cops and finds out
my mom's number.

Got rushed to the
hospital. Watching my
neatly done cut fill up
with blood once again.

In the hospital the nurse
rushes me to the backroom.
The doctor runs in screams
and finds her tools.

Next is the dreaded shot.
I'm fading away in my
own little world not knowing
whats going on in the real
world. Feeling my eyes
getting heavy until I'm
out like a light.

I past out. Wait yelled a
voice echoing until I woke
up again. A curved needle
is piercing my skin. It hurts
but I can't make it stop.

I'm in shock I can't say a
thing. Agony seeing ever
stitch that is made, and
knowing it will happen again.

Its over and I don't have
to stay. My mom is worried
about taking me home,
but they have no place for
me. So off to home I go.

The day has end its all over
now. Until it happens again.
To go and get my stitches out.