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by *Lauren* Dec 26, 2005 category : Love, romance / secret love
Don't know what to tell you cant really tell you how i feel as i sit here and stare at you i will write these words down you are so amazing i cant even describe how you make me feel inside but i think you already know every time i take a step further I'm afraid that ill lose you i like how it is right now but really i just want more how can i go on not knowing what you think of me theres times I'm not afraid to lose you but then again I'm still afraid i love spending every moment with you but I'm afraid your getting annoyed i don't know anymore maybe this break will do me good I'm so confused inside I'm afraid I'm just being used again thats how its always been for me i don't want it like that again I'm afraid that if I'm not attached that you will just use me like every other person in my life the thought does cross my mind i want to be yours just so i know I'm not being used cause i like you too much to stop what I'm doing but i need to, i need to stop before this goes any further cause the only further it can go is if i were your girl i don't know if you want that i never have been able to tell with you you confuse me so much i never know what to think I'm running out of things to write Ive pretty much covered how i feel if only you would tell me something about how you feel too