What has happened i had a sad day on that day of Christmas....
then i was feeling joy again because brought me self back and was Happy again
but as soon as i came back to a place i thought was safe a friend told me something she says she said in a wrong way but my head is taking it in as if its not fake!
she says it is but i hate my mind thinking everything everyone says is true!
i just hope its not and find out soon but now my eyes are filled with tears i feel like there is nothing anymore and i remember that day yesterday it for me was not a day of joy it was a day of my wonderful but for me now sad memories and i closed myself in a room and sobbed and couldn't help but cry and think of you
but i just hope what everyone else says isn't true!
(can you guys please leave comments about this i just don't know what to do thanks)
