When i'm Gone

When I’m Gone

Yea they say life isn’t fair all the time
And its not 24/7 the sun shine

See someone and you figure they’re what you want
Until they get angry so often to you it’s not even a taunt

That’s what happens when people never listen to each other
We get one broken heart then it’s affected by another

If I hurt a nerve then know that it was for you
Be careful what you do to people because you don’t want
Nobody to do it to you

Don’t know if tomorrow is promised to me
But I just wanted all my friends to see
That everyone of you affected me
Not bad but always positively

How can karma happen to me if I didn’t send it in the first place?
Guess it had to start somewhere so I got first taste

Blessed with people close to my desk at work
Ya’ll were always there when my bad eye lurked

Never wanted to be a pain in the butt to three beautiful girls
Just know that you were all my true silver pearls

Nothing came fast enough when I joined the choir
Actually felt as if I belonged somewhere and it took me higher

Fell in love with a girl next door
Just walking distance but I got no regrets anymore

Can’t forget me and my boy in that red car
Don’t worry dawg cause I too got that heart scar
Now that its gone show them that they can’t hold you down
Hold no frown
because you’re a king and you wear a crown

I didn’t have the privilege of having someone truly love me
Never had someone think of me as their baby’s daddy

I’m always so different and I only see it currently today
I’m sorry I changed to all of you so much and I took a different runway

But when I’m gone… never look back at me just keep going
Atleast you were here for a reason and that’s to help me.. so don’t leave not knowing

Yes, you’re looking at a parents failure
Sad but I only realized it when I got this mature
Grateful for my life is what they capture

To all the guys in the singing group I’m in
We never gave up, cause we always knew we’d win
Ups and downs who knew it better than us
No one could hold it like us with a fuss
But at the end of the night all hatred was gone in the dusk

Got no regrets in my life so when it’s done… it’s done
Got nothing to full fill so God my reason for being here is none

Got to go because to your lives I’m enemy number one
Can’t forget the realist dog, yep Lawn dog
But I’m Just an under dog so just carry on

When the sun shines brighter and birds are singing
Just know that’s WHEN I’m GONE

By CoLliN