Remember

I used to think
That my life was worthless
I used to think
What was the point

It got real bad one time
I hurt so bad on the inside
I decided to hurt on the outside
I got a razor, I got a towel

I dug into my arm
I didn't know what I was doing
At first I couldn't feel the pain
Then it hit me

It hurt so bad
I didn't know what to do
I sat there on the bathroom floor
For over a hour, waiting

It finally stopped
The blood was gone
The next day I did it again
I told myself I wouldn't go that deep

I told myself I wouldn't hurt no more
I went deeper
The only thing was the sadness I forgot

At this point I forgot about
How I said my life was worthless
I forgot about
All the pain in my heart

Instead at this point,I remembered
All the happy times
I remembered
All the ones I love