I sit here filled with guilt
I hurt you bad
and now i'm sad
love and hate
thats my fate
to hurt and hurt again
in return i will be punished
i'm not a cruel person
but things i do are
i do care but its unfair
that you can't see through the plated glass wall
that i've built so tall
i want to die
but i sit and cry
wishing i wouldn't hurt someone i love
even above
my own life