Fireworks crack and carols are sung,
Awake from the eve till the rise of the sun.
Dumb smile on my face like I'm really happy,
Reality... I'm unhappy... you're not with me.
Weeks without you I'm suffering withdrawal,
No drug, just you, same effect overall.
No motivation to go on with the holiday,
Locked in my room, I hear "Boyz II Men" play.
So down without you, why do I keep myself down?
Didn't mean to be sad, but I can't remove this frown...
Christmas without you is sadder than usual.
So I close my eyes... hoping to get a better visual
Of us together by the christmas tree,
Laughing, warm, together... happily.
Dreams don't come true, though, from what I've learned.
So I lay in my bed dreaming of you, as I toss and turn...
Wishing as always for you to be mine...
Even if you don't feel the same, I'm still thinking of you...
Who knows... maybe if I believe hard enough... my dreams would come true...
