The only way i know

Slitting my wrist is the only way i know
the only way i know to forget my pains and sorrows
i know it leaves scars but i would rather have visible ones than ones on my heart
i know its not right but it the only way i know
its the only thing i can control
how deep? how long? how many?
i can't control the how comes but i don't need to its to fun to care
too fun to stop
it the only way i know and the only way i'll go
popping pills every now and then i can't get the right mixture to kill me only to make me dizzy
the only way i know is too cut and slit are you gonna try stooping it? others have tired and all has failed! so will you
it is the nly way i know and the only way i will go!@