Its strange to me that when i thought that the last person i would think of is the first person i think of. i once thought that everything has been great but it really hasnt. its crazy to know that i still love him when i thought i was over him. the day that i last saw him, not once could i stop looking at him. the eye contact we had, i felt as if my heart was giving it all to him. but did he realize? how did he feel? i wish i knew; i wish i could let him know how i feel about him. but im scared because i feel as if he'd reject me cause of the past, when i did wrong. i regret everything.. if i had one chance right now to tell him how i deeply feel i would; but i just may not have that chance.. i love him so deeply that i hate myself.. if he ever were to read this i hope he'd understand that i still love him!!
