My Prayer

Dear God,

I'm not the praying kind,
And I've always questioned faith.
My belief was always border-line,
But now I question fate.

They think that I'm dying,
I've got no one else to turn to.
Now on my knees crying,
Trying to believe in you.

I'm sorry that it took so long,
For me to open my heart.
Please forgive me for my wrong,
Let me have a new start.

It's not death that scares me,
For I know that when I'm gone,
In his heart I will forever be,
And our love will still live on.

The most frightening of all of this,
Why I'm in such despair.
Is leaving his heart with a painful abyss,
And not being there to care.

I know that we haven't met,
But the love we hold is true.
I haven't even hugged him yet,
Please, this, I must do.

I need to hold him close,
Gaze deep into his eyes.
I need to let him know,
My love will never die.

We depend upon eachother,
And have since we first talked.
Planning a future together,
Heart to heart we walk.

Please God, you made us soulmates.
I don't want to leave him alone.
I'm praying that it's not too late,
To ask if I could stay home.

You may take me up above,
Or send me down below.
But my soul won't live without our love,
And nor will his, I know.

I'm not the praying kind,
But I hope that you'll forgive.
For I need atleast a little more time,
A little more time to live.

Just until I hold him near,
And to him finally say.
That even though I won't be here,
My love is each and everyday.

- Incase tomorrow never comes, Always tell people how much they mean to you. Never let go of the ones you -love. -