Welcome To My Life Part 2

She had found another man because Robin told her that his life was left stressful without her. (We had left over summer to go visit my mom's side of the family.) My mom told Robin that she had missed him and Robin told her the truth he didn't miss her. (I can't say I blame him.) I mean Robin put up with her crap for 10 years. I was told my mom wasn't going to the bar, she was seeing someone else and I had finally started to like Robin. (Even thou he is one of the guys that my mom cheated on my dad with. I didn't blame Robin because it was her fault not his.) I cried for hours and hours. I mean I had finally got my life back together and she messed it up again. I had finally felt at home. Now, I was in pieces. I was looking for the quickest door out. We stay with Robin until we got a place of our own when I was 13.I had really felt like Robin was a big part of my life. Robin still came to school function when he didn't have to work. He sat on the side lines and supported me since my dad couldn't be there. In the next couple months, we moved in with my mom's boyfriend.

In May 2004 my dad had a heartache. (As if my life wasn't already screwed up.) My mom's boyfriend gave us money, but we had to call Scott and we didn't take it too well. We got up to hospital and seen him with tubes in him. (Oh my tears were felt of pain and my heart was breaking with every tear.) My mom was supportive. (Then)

I had my 14th birthday with my mom and her boyfriend with a beautiful cake. (But I felt lost even thou I didn't show it.) I started writing poetry and spending tons of time in my room so i could think. (Every night I heard my mom and her boyfriend having sex in the room next to mine.) I stayed on the net because my friends didn't feel comfortable staying with me at my mom's boyfriend's house. (I can't say I blame any of them because I wasn't comfortable there either.) I tried to send time with my mom, but her boyfriend always came too. ( I tried to be nice, but I was so hurt.) I felt like my life was a lie because everything that happened in cruel way. I gradutade the 8th grade with my mom. (Suprisingly.) I drank and smoked to try to get her attention,(but it still didn't work.)

I thought that the worst that could happen, but I was wrong. I moved back with my dad this summer and I had to moved in with my aunt. (HUGE MISTAKE.) She throw me out after five months because I was a slob. (Or so she says.) Then, I had to stay with my grandma and my cousins. (My aunt had told my grandma I bad mouth her and my mental ill cousin.) When I hadn't said anything about my cousin. My grandma, all I said about her was what she said to me about the things I did. (How is that bad mouthing?) Oh well, I had to go out on the road with my dad. (He is a truck driver.) I am happier now. My poem are getting much better. I am just a blackened rose. Don't ask me to forgive my mom that ain't possible and if you haven't found out how my name went from Heather to Blackened Rose then you didn't get my story. Here is a hint: My life was screwed up. Well that is my twisted life, how is yours?

Everything you read in here is true. Everything that happen in this story HAPPENED. I thought you should see how everyone's life can be screwed by people. Well Thank you for reading this story and I hope you liked it.
If I had a chance to change everything the only thing I could change is the way my dad found out about my mom cheating on him.
~*~Much Love~*~
~*!~Blackened Rose (Forever)~!*~
(Heather)
© Heather