Wow. thats 1 heck of a story. poeple have an uncanny ability to mess up the lifes of others. goo dto see that things are starting to improve and your feeling happier though.

Wow..just have to say Im really really sorry for what has happened to you in your life. Im happy, though, that you are getting along in your life and hope it gets better.Oh yeah, I like to put my name because people ask for my name and that is for those peolpes and now I cant stop putting it.
Much love,
~Matt~

Hey grl..GREAT POEM..i understood your poem deeply..my twin sister was once in tubes and she got this syndrome and she can't walk right now..its hard and its crazy how we just get twisted lifes without it being our fault or nothing..im here for you if ya ever need anythin..much luv