Maybe

For some reason
your always on my mind
even though we haven't seen or spoken to one another in such a long time
i try to sleep and there you are
its like you'll always find the way to my heart
you've hurt me you've bruised me
with your love came pain
i guess i will never not think f you
and its driving me insane
i don't want you to have the pleasure
of being in my heart
i want you to treasure my love
because you tore me apart
i want you to wake up with tears streaming down your face
i want you to beg and plead with me
to take you back even though you made mistakes
i want you to want me so bad that it hurts inside
i want you to do anything for me
even if it hurts your pride
i want you to give me you heart and soul
i want you to feel lost
i want you to lose control
maybe of you go through that pain
just for one day
maybe you'll understand how i felt
maybe you'll realize those cards you dealt
maybe just maybe you'll know what you have done
and maybe just maybe i can move on