Dear Boy

I'm writing this in the style of a letter to express how I'm feeling toward a person I know.

Dear Boy,
Last December things started to fall apart between us. I felt so alone that every night was a struggle not to cry. And every night I lost that battle and would end up crying tears and tears till the wee hours of the morning. I never told you about it. In fear that you would try to make your actions right when all you would do is complicated them more. You would always leave me whenever I needed you around. Like the time at school when I begged you not to leave and then you turned around and walked out on me with him. You just left me standing there watching you walk away once again. I tried to tell you how I felt so many times that it began to hurt when you would look at me with tears in my eyes and ask whats wrong. When you should have known. Finally I found out that your best friend and his so called sister spent the night at your house. I cried hours and hours. I finally called you one night and told you it was over I was crying my eyes out and you replied ok whatever with an angry tone in your voice. When we hung up I ran into the room and found the razor. I started to tell myself that I was ugly that I didn't deserved to live, that I wasn't good enough for anybody or anyone and thats why you always left me.

Sorry I don't love you anymore,
Princess