You asked a question,
A question i'll never forget,
Never thought of,
You asked what i would do,
If i was to continue life without you,
My response....
Well there was none,
As soon as those words were said,
Thoughts passed by in my head,
I've never even imagine such things,
I never wanted to,
The tears began to form,
But none would fall.
My lips became still and silent,
While you were asking why,
Why was i so quiet??,
Why was i like this???,
Still no response....
I couldn't speak,
I couldn't say a word,
I didn't even have anything to say,
I didn't have an answer.
There was a big knot in my throat,
If i said anything,
It wouldn't be words,
It would just be mumbles.
As i stare into the darkness,
Thinking,
Wishing,
Hoping that life could stop,
Be still,
Within this very moment.
I tried to look away,
Tried to look at your face,
But when i do,
I can't stand it,
I can't stand the fact,
The truth,
That you wouldn't be here forever,
That there's a chance,
A choice,
That you could never return.
I feel lifeless,
So dead,
When this thought comes to mind,
Thinking of not having you,
Thinking of no love,
no desire,
No one to adore,
To admire.
My heart sank,
Sank right back to the dept of pain,
You asked if i was okay,
Again,
No response....
You said sorry,
Sorry for ever bringing it up,
Well, i'm sorry i had to know,
Sorry for this,
Sorry for all that i did wrong,
Your words cut me inside,
And leave me worse,
You said goodbye,
Thinking,
Hoping,
Wishing that i would answer,
But still,
No response.....
