Not friends

These people have stuck by me
They've always had my back
They've always been there for me
Whatever problems I've faced

But do they actually care for me
Do i actually know what they think
Am I right when i think they talk about me
Behind my back when I'm not around

We're supposed to be best friends
Best friends forever
Best friends together
Best friends always

But best friends don't act like them
They don't have a go at you
Just for being happy
They ain't jealous of what you've got

They're supposed to be there for you
When times get rough
There supposed to care for you
When you need somebody

But when my life goes wrong
And i need someone to talk to
Its never them i turn to first
How can i trust them ever

When they talk about my secrets
Things i trusted them with
When they laugh about my love life
And make jokes about who's next

They hate it when i get attention
Moan when i have to know everything
But thats the way i am
They shouldn't be annoyed with that

It makes me realize
That they ain't good friends
When i leave this school
I don't want to still be friends