No One Knows

No one knows my inner pain
Pain so great that I've become insane
The neverending thoughts that run through my head
Constantly making me wish I were dead

No one knows my sadness and despair
Everything in life is so god damn unfair
I seem to cry and cry through the night
Mostly from hopelessness rather than fright

No one knows about my scars both inside and out
Scars of self-pity, worthlessness, and doubt
Some hidden so deep that no one will ever see
I just want to be happy and worry free

No one knows about my secret ways to deal
I have so many raging emotions that I feel
So I cut myself to cope with everything
It's not like I like it, but it's better than going... BANG!! BANG!!

No one knows how deeply I hurt inside
Where all my inner turmoil and pain reside
So much pressure to suceed in life
Dammit!! That's when I pick up the knife

No one knows about the slice here and there
Or the slices and stabs everywhere
They say it is a phase and out of it I'll grow
So in reply to that, I'll just not let anything else show