I\'m not the same person I used to be,
I\'ve changed so much and the reason I changed is you.
I want to thank you for changing me but I wish I could be that other person so you could change me again and be mine again.
I would do anything to have you,anything ,I hate myself for losing you and sometimes I hate myself for having you.I wish I wasn\'t going thru this pain.
I wish you were here wuth me loving me,changing me,holding me,
I\'m lost without you, I try to forget about you but when I first start thinking about you I can\'t get you out of my mind.
I try to move on but its too painful.
Theres nothing I could do without you,
I\'m here without you wishing I was there with you.
I\'m sorry for putting you thru all this s*** but if you give me another chance I could make it up to you.
I wish I could see you again and tell you how sorry I am and I wish I could go and cry and cry in front of you to prove to you how sorry I am and tell you how much I miss you and how much I want you back.
I thought I could get thru all this on my own without you and now I see how much I still need you.
How do I live when the one I love is with someone else.
Don\'t you see we belong together.
I cant go on not loving you,not thinking about you,not being with you.
I can\'t see you with another girl but me.
Everytime I close my eyes I see you and I happy,together then I blink and we\'re here in this tragedy sad and not together.
When you left I lost a part of me.
Its like you took my heart with you.
I always wonder if you ever think about me and I wonder if you know I always think about you.
I always wonder if you remember the good times and the best firsts that we spent with each other,I always wonder if you miss me,
Wondering what the hell happend to the good times.
I just don\'t know what happened............
