Darkness is an old friend of mine.
Never did I realize how black things could really get.
It took my true love away from me.
A person I will never forget.
This hole is foreign and scary,
not something I am accustom to.
There doesn't seem to be a way out.
You are someone I cant bear to lose.
There is little light at the end of this tunnel.
It only seems farther away.
I cannot feel your presence at all,
I can now only hope to again one day.
They say that grief has an ending,
but they obviously didn't know you.
They didn't know that I needed you to complete me.
They didn't know everything we had been through.
If through love, two become one.
Than I know Ill never be whole.
You could never be replaced.
You are in me, you are deep in my soul.
I hate to utter the words,
that my baby is not in this world.
You are never that far from my mind.
To not speak of you is clearly absurd.
They agree that among the tragedies,
that you were obviously the best.
That your face will always be missed.
They know your spirit will never rest.
This pain is hitting me in the stomach.
Its hits so hard that I get knocked down.
How can I go on living?
Can I hope this blackness will at least fade to brown?