I envy you and your guts,
Or whatever you used that told her to get F~.~.~.~.D,
Although those werent your exact words,
It is similar to what you said, and thats what she deserves.
This is my life, not hers
She has it all, or have I misheard?
All my dreams have come true
All the love and happiness and friendships too
But it happened to her and not to me.
I am so insanely jealous cant anybody see?
But I have to stand here alone,
Wearing this fake smile
And I have to tell myself I am happy, boy, am I in denial
She has the life I have always longed for,
And she still finds something wrong, what a w h 0 r e.
And I still stand here all alone,
