I let the hate take over inside. i realize now it was never her fault she was a victim of your lies just as i was. i called her a wh?re and i even hated her race all because i refused to see it was rely you that i should have blamed . you told her you love her and that you wanted to marry her just for sex though you never told her that you were already married. i wish i could tell her how sorry i am that she loved you too. the jealousy took over inside of me and i tried to pretend she were the enemy and that if you had never been to Korea you would have never strayed, but i realize now that had it not been her you would still have cheated. i am not mad and i have forgiven you but i can not forgive myself. i drove her to her suicide her young life ended all because mine was with you.
