Its something you always promised your Friends would never happen,
cause it had happened to you so many times.
I dint know how many friends i lost to there boyfriends.
but i remember thinking about what it would be like if i ever found a boyfriend that i cared about so much that i didn't need my Friends.
but now that i think about it, half of my Friends have turned there backs on me.
Watching your best friend get addicted to crack and theres not on thing that you can do to help her.
theres nothing you can say, cause you cant talk to her, and shes to scared to talk to you cause she doesn't know what I'm going to say.
Not being able to see you but hearing all theses crazy things about you. these dumb rumors that i cant believe cause i dint want to. I saw your mom last week and she didn't recognize me- but i recognized her and only cause of that jacket she always wore. you dint understand how bad she looked. i miss you guys so much, and i cant do anything to help you.
Having your next best Friend be brainwashed by her boyfriend. to hate you, to never talk to you, to never do the things that i do.
Having to wake up every morning wondering if were still Guenna be Friends cause we used to be inseparable but now were never together. i thought i never miss you but when i need you i miss you more the anything. you were the best Friend i could ever ask for, and i thank you for stealing my first love, cause really i dint need a jerk like that, you cant see that I'm happier then ever- and if only you could see how much Shaun really means to me, and except the fact that i am happy. Ive found love- something we both thought would nerve happy. now were both complete? thats what id like to think. but we dint have each other to complete our selfs. i need you back
