i see this girl in front of me
i look into her eyes
all i see is pain and lonelyness
finally she is able to show her
real self
she can stop faking of being okay
for another day
she cant keep up with anything
she starts to cry again
she gose to her room and just sits there
hour after hour
she is still crying
then her father comes home
a normal parent would comfort there
daughter
but he came into her room and started
screaming \\\" YOU F**KING LITTLE B***H\\\"
and he starts to hit her over and over again
he just didnt stop
the next day she went to school
her friends got really worried
and asked what the hell happen
to her
she just said nothing its nothing
her friends just look at her and said
why cant u trust us ?
we are your friends and are always going to
be here for you
then she just walked away tears in her eyes
blood still dipping from her head
today she couldnt fake of being ok
she wag classes so the teachers
didnt see her
and stayed away from her friends
all she wanted is to be alone
then she came home
and just cryed
she couldnt keep up anymore
she had to end this
she got the razor
and cut deep down
over and over again
she look into the mirror and i
realize that the person i didnt know or
understand or never listen to was really
me
i got really weak and fell onto the ground
and then my last words were
\\\" i didnt even recognize myself \\\"
