Of every girl that I like the feeling that its never going to be the same there never going to be like that one special girl the girl that gave me reason for live the girl that showed me so much happy ness the girl who was the light in my world. I needed my space sometimes and you needed yours you needed someone ells to talk to the guys and mine was Aaron but I chose a different path then you did to talk to them and for that, Iâ??m sorry I needed time with my friends to and so did you but we both didnâ??t like the some things that each other did but we could never talk about that tell I waited for you and you found me and I started to cry, Iâ??m sorry that when you broke up with me I turned in to an ass but you helped me get out of the cercal of suicide and I didnâ??t want to go back I was hurting so bad that night I walked in to the cold and kept on walking and the Aaron was there to stop me and be there for me and want to talk about it and help keep me safe he walked out of work to be with me b/c he cares about me and wanted to make sheer I was ok as I did for you and would do for you any day you needed me but somethings need to change and we need to talk for hrs and hrs and sort out every thing and start with an olds end with a new beginning and find the light that we saw in each other that we cant really find in others things can change we both want them to and we both can make them change but we both will have to want them to change and not let what other people say get in the way of things I love you with all my heart but a peace of the puzzle is missing I may or may not ever find that peace but if our love is true we can find it,............. you were my first love and my only love I may not have been ready for how strong my love for you is and thatâ??s probly why I was so cases and wired and how I pushed you way I let the little things bother me but I do know one thing that you are an Angle that has helped me and I thank you for that I may not be able to ever sore with that angel again but what that angle helped me with will stay with me forever, Imp sorry for all the pain we caused each other but with all that pain our love healed more ......................................................once again thanks to my princess my Angle
