Why Me?

Why do I shead tears?
For someone who doesn\'t care.
Why do I put up with this $h!t?
How long would it be before I am tired of it?
Why does she say the most hurtful things?
Why should i continue writing?...

Why lord? Why me?
Why do I lose everyone that I meet?
I thought this friendship would last forever,
I must have thought wrong because Destiny N Jermecia is a never.
Is this friendship really done?
I sure will miss the joy she brung.
Why does my best friend make me feel so ugly?
So hurt! So unwanted! I feel so lonely.
Without her where would I be?
I don\'t know but I\'m glad I met me...
I cant even finish her name without something falling off my cheek,
Why does she make me feel so weak?
Receiving nothing from her on my B-day, I would be crushed,
I would hope December 15th, goes by in a rush.
No happy birthday from my best friend,
My motherfu(k!ng life minus well end.
I don\'t want it to be over,
because she special like a 4- leaf clover.
Shes like a diamond rare to find,
Buts it over now--- why even write that line?
I don\'t want her to be a faded picture,
But if I\'m a nobody, why should I miss her?
Not speaking on Monday had turned into 4 life,
Would she go so low as to stab me with a knife?
When I see her in school, would she just look?
Why does she hide all her emotions in a book?
Or would she smile at me?
When come to me and tell me shes sorry.
Will there be anymore I\'m sorry Destiny?
Will I take the apology?
Why did she call my poems dumb?
And repeated it again for me to fell like a bum.
Why does she want to speak to me?
Why does she have so much hate against Destiny?