What's happening in my lfe?

So much confusion inside of me.
There things I don't understand.
How I wish I had no problems,
Mabye that would make life better.
Too many sad days in my life.
Very few happy days.
Everyday there's a tear.
I wake up so scared.
So many smiles thrown away.
No one cares anymore.
None of my friends want to call.
I'm left alone no one comes to help.
Smiles turns into cries.
Days turn into nights.
Never cries turn into smiles.
Never night turns into days.
Arguements everyday.
I wish I had someone here.
Then I wouldn't be so alone.
Mabye my mom could come my way.
I've lost my friends.
I've lost my laughter.
I've found no one.
I've found my tears.