I don't understand
why it has to be this way
but I guess it's just life.
I love him with all my heart
but he loves her with all heart
It makes my heart want to break
just thinking how I'm only a friend
she knows how much he cares for her
but does he know how much I care
He knows I like him and he likes me too
but just not as much as her
Maybe I should give us
even though it pains me so
God has a plan for me
but why can't it be him
Even as I write these words
many tears come to fall
on these precious little words...
I want and need to know from him
what's going on and what to do...
I think he's worth it
but what does he think of me
I have so many questions
running through my head
but I'm to scared to ask
in fear of losing him...
that is why I write these words
to try and heal my heart
but as I write
my heart gets heavy
with more scary thoughts...
which I will dare not write...
Why does my mind give up
when my heart won't let me
all these whys and yet no answer
makes me start to wonder
if I'll ever get them answered...
But there is one question
that I really want answered...
Will I ever get a chance?
