I just stare at myself through the mirror
My tear stained face and makeup all one big smear
I cant believe my dad did that to you
He said he was helping us all too
The worst part is what you think
You think I hate you which makes my heart sink
Now I don't even know if I'm going to see you again
Sometimes I wish you didn't have to pay for your sin
How long will you be there- days, weeks, years?
I can no longer hide all my pain and fears
I'm not allowed to see you but I can only imagine you there
Behind those big bars. You're not a criminal but my dad doesn't even care
I just hope it is not too long , you didnt do anything that bad
My dad just wanted rid of you and it really makes me mad
I just wish you knew that I don't hate you at all
I'm just mad you left us and you never call
But please just be ok there and I'll be fine here
I found a way to deal with my pair and fear
It leaves ugly scars but it makes me feel better at the time
Just dont worry about me it is hardly at all a crime
Just please when you get out don't continue down that bad trail
For now just do the best you can, and make the best of jail
