Missing you isn\'t easy
Seeing constant reminders of you
doesn\'t help either.
Thinking about you only makes me
cry a little more.
You\'re happy with her
but I don\'t see how
you couldn\'t be happy
with me...
I already can see that
you love her more than
you ever loved me.
I remember the way
you used to look at me
to show me how much you cared.
You look at her with even
more love in your eyes.
There\'s a longing in my heart
for what we used to be.
I wish you could hold
me in your arms one last time.
Memories of us dancing close,
flow through my head.
But then, wait a minute,
it\'s not me you\'re dancing with,
it\'s her.
That smile on your face,
won\'t go away.
As I look up from the corner,
I catch your eyes.
You smile at me,
as if you want to show her off,
like you showed me off.
I\'m trying for you,
trying to be more happier.
But all I can do is
put on a fake smile.
Try to make you think I\'m happy,
try to let you know I can do better.
But in my heart,
I know that you\'ll be my first love.
There\'s only so much pain
I can take inside of me.
I know that I\'ll see you with her.
See you doing all those
things that you done with me.
But, no, I won\'t cry.
No, I won\'t miss you.
I\'ll put on a fake smile.
You look at me,
I hold the glance,
but then look away.
I have to put you
behind me,
but how?
I have to move on,
I\'ll see you later
in life.
Maybe, you\'ll come back
to me, to give it one more
shot.
Just know that,
I\'ll love you more than
life itself.
As for now,
I\'ll put you in the
back of my memory.