Will I ever know who I am?
Could I ever be just me?
Will this soul ever be released
From this person who pretends to be me?
Will I ever be able to love
Without being so shy?
Will I ever be able to accept it
Without the question "why"?
If not then please just grant my wish
When I beg for me to die
Its not me behind these eyes
For i'd never pay the cost of pain
I wanna refund in this life
And get a better one in exchange
It was suppose to include
A mom and dad
Thats the life I paid to have
Not the one that chronics to die
Not the one thats covered in lies
Not the tear of suicide
Now i need to say goodbye
I can no longer breathe
I can no longer take
I can no longer try
THIS LIFE'S A MISTAKE!
I'll miss you o.k
Dont remember me this way
I've forced this heart
To beat a long way
But we cant do it anymore
We have to close all doors
I just cant take this anymore!
When you share your first kiss
I will be there
I will grant your first wish
Cause i will be there
When you walk down the isle
I will be there
This is one thing
I could promise thats true
Cause im up above
Watching over you!!
