Final Goodbye

Final Goodbye

Goodbye, my dear friend,
for I will never forget
you. All the times
we had together keep
coming back inside my head.

For I will know
that I could never
have someone like
you in my life one
last time.
Just one last time.

Those cold hurtful words.
They hit me when
I least expected it.
I can't let go.
No, I just can't
let you walk out of my life.

When tears come
I remember.
Remember how close we
were.

Remember how nothing
could come between us.
Oh, how I was wrong.

I thought I meant
something to you.
I thought you cared.
How stupid, I was.

I'm torn up
on the inside
though it doesn't
show.

I see you walk by,
I smile as nothing's
gone wrong between us.

You seem to not see me
as if I was never there.
Tears start coming again
resisting to stay in.

My day ends
as I say
Goodbye forever,
my friend.