Its really hard to write about the emotions that run through my head..
I lost my best friend..i cant find the right guys..my mom and dad are divorced..i still cant look my best friends in the eye. maybe it was supposed to be this way. maybe it isn't. why am i dieing..so quickly..and so innocent? i cant seem to find the brightness of the darkest days.people smile..but then again..i dont see them in there own way.I hug my pillow every night trying to get rid of my sadness. my boyfriend broke my heart..that all turned into just madness. i cry every night and yet still no one knows.i cry for my mom who my dad cheated on..they all three work together..he still hasn't said sorry..not like she would forgive him ever. my friends..are sometimes the enemies..they lie all the time. i have nothing to comfort me..and yet all these other people whine. i hate it when i get blamed for things i didn't do. i would rather just be me..instead a fake person like you.
