Pretty Up The Pain

I look at you
And I can tell that Im everything
Thats always been expected
Such happiness I bring

All of you are my dear friends
Who have been there
To let me slowly die
And become unaware

Layer after layer
Of glitter and make-up
Maybe some lipstick
When does enough become enough

Painting on my nails
And long sleeve shirts
Soft bubbily words
With a smile short and curt

Drying my eyes
From the night before
A night where my mind
Waged another war

Even though in my head
I just cant stop the rain
Ive finally found a way
To pretty up the pain