Deadly Holidays...

Jolly Olly Christmas and a happy new year, but these holidays are different this yes now that your not near. It won't be the the same on Easter Sunday because you won't be with me next morning Monday..and St. Patrick's day won't be the same, it'll be like just some ordinary day...another day just passing away. And off course the summer won't be the same. The trips to the beach, pool and park. Remember when we use to take long strolls in the beach at dark? Spring, summer, fall, and winter...
My springs will be rainy, my summer's will be cold, my falls will be dull and my winter will be bitter and even beyond more cold. I cant live on like this so i think what I'm doing is for the best, i shall slid my throat and put myself to rest...