What am I doing?
Showing you everything,
I hope you're not looking,
Because I'm crying at everything.
These eyes are'nt so pretty,
This heart isn't so whole,
You only know so very little,
All of me feels like coal.
You're not interested in my life,
You pretend you do,
Shall I pick up this kinfe?
I wish I meant something to you.
You just stick your head up high,
Tell me things will be fine,
Well I wish you'd stop with the fake smiles,
And your stupid lies.
Because I'm not going to be fine,
Not now, not ever,
No matter how hard I try,
It's you I can't forget.
But I must move on,
Put my past behind you,
Because this isn't where you belong,
You have better things to do.
You still have a chance,
To become something,
You have to make your good life last,
Please don't make my mistake- I'll do anything.
So Mitch, I beg you not to make my mistakes,
I'm not worth being your friend,
No matter how many screams it takes,
Listen to me... it'll work out for you in the end.
