I Just Can`t

You tell me to do this and that. I can't take anymore, I just can't!

I've heard all your stories, I believed all your lies. Just leave me alone now, and let me
die.

You hurt me in every way that you could. I could have ran, but I just
stood.

You walked all over me, you treated me like dirt, you would even go up to a girl in front of me, and flirt.

I don't know why I didn't leave you, all you did was make me cry. I'm trying to let go of you, and forever say good bye.

Look what you're making me go through. If you were me and I were
you, wouldn't you feel the same way I do?

I want to let you go. I want to be free. I want you to just let me be.

But for some reason I just can't do it. I can't say good-bye. I'll feel lonely without you, even though I know you'll make me cry.

I still love you even though you treat me like shit, but in the end, I
would never leave you, not one bit.

I hate it that you do this to me, but I'll love you no matter what. You may think I'm crazy, maybe even a nut.

I don't know why I feel this way, I always talk about leaving you, each and everyday.

I hope love isn't what I'm feeling, because there is so much more to my well being.

If I hate you as much as I say I do, then why do I feel like I still love you, and that our love for each other is really true?