So Much I can't Say

There is so much I can't say,
When I look into your eyes
I'm worried you'll reject me
and hurt my foolish pride.
Each day this love grows stronger,
But I could never let you know
There is so much behind my smile that I could never show.
Each time I see you ,you are holding her,
the pain is like a knife cutting deep into my soul.
So I'll just dream of us together and how happy we could be.