This past year....

To reflect on my life in the year that has almost past,
Ive been in and out of love,
Ive met two men I could spend the rest of my life with but never will,
My beautiful caring uncle past away
Leaving us all to cry and mourn for him.
The biggest fight in my life with mum and dad in June marked my first suicide attempt of the year.
I have scars I never thought I'd see,
Ive shed tears that never should have been cried
Ive listened to my mates, heard what they have been through and talked a few out of what they wanted to do.
Finished another year of school, this time with an idea of what I want my future to hold.
Wished for death each night I lay my head down,
Contemplated to take my own life, not just over him.
So that was my year,
And I only accomplished one thing
But it all seems worthless when you hear the news.
The pope died and another took his place
A hurricane hit America,
Australian people locked away in a Bali jail for trafficking drugs,
People of some importance died
And babies were born.
Our soldiers still fighting a war with out a cause
When will they be brought home?