I have a best friend
she's a few states away
i can't remember the last time i saw her,
the last time i looked into her face
i miss her so much
i don't think i could go on
if i didn't talk to her every night
at nine on the phone
i thought it'd still be OK
her not being around
hey, i still have my other friends
they won't let me down
well boy was i wrong
none of them are there
they'll either tell the world
or just won't even care
Paige; yeah she's the only one
who even comes close
i know she can be really mean
but out of em all she loves me the most
Heather Norris..don't even start
thinking she was there;
stupidest thing I've ever done
she's really one who just don't care
Yvonne; she helps alot
and Courtney does too
but sometimes i hurt too much
and there's just nothing they can do
Brittany Wampler is good for a hug
but other then that, no
she hangs with her own click
and they're always on the go
Brandy is good for a laugh
and she was there a long way back
but i couldn't go to her crying
thats just something our friendship lacks
Michael; well i just don't know
I'm not sure if he's there
sometimes it's like he just wants ass
doesn't really deep down care
Header when i finally see you
I'm gonna match you step for step
and I'll tell you how I've missed you
every minute since you left
people ask me how I'm doing
since you've left me far behind
i just smile at them and say
I've been doing just fine
the one thing that hurts me most
is always being stuck at home
because it was once filled with us
now I'm all alone
all i have left are memories
of the things we used to do
i also have two or three shirts
and some photographs of you
i tried hugging you once
but of course you weren't around
hugging memories just doesn't work
you'll wend up on the ground
and i can't remember
all the times that i thought
will you ever come back?
probably not..
but that didn't stop me
from wishing that you would
no one else was ever there
no one else understood
and when i think back
to the last time we met eyes
i picture your face
and i start to cry
i guess I'll get to see you
about once a year
i can still feel the way i felt
standing in tears
as i watched Earl's car
drive away from me
thinking to myself
this just can't be..
thinking back i wondered
what'd happen when we said goodbye
thought we might do some crying
loose a little sleep at night
but i had no idea
no I'm sure we didn't know
that without each other in our lives
we'd let ourselves go..
now I'm not blaming anybody
we all do the best we can
i know Header's gone
but i still don't understand
why'd you have to leave me
i can't make it own my own
I'm just a helpless little kid
scared and all alone
and I've got every reason
to hate the entire earth
but I'll just keep on moving
and smile while i search
you could say I'm stubborn
or you might call it being strong
you might think i was weak
for not having the strength to move on
but if it takes the rest of my life
I'll stick to my search, there's no doubt
as i keep on breathing in
and keep on breathing out
however long it takes
I'm never given up
Header I'm sure I'll see you again
cause i just love you too much
