Call me crazy

As i lay in my bed
Clock hitting 5am
I stare at the wall
The emptiness of loneliness sets in
AH, the feeling of depression
It comes home again
The feeling Ive been so long without
The sure they said
Was in this little pill
What if i don't wanna be cured
This is the feeling Ive known all my life
The only feeling Ive felt
Don't take my blades
My relief
My salvation
They took my blades
They gave me pills
I got new blades
I stopped taking pills
The feeling i went so long without
Back
Back to my old self
Call me crazy
I missed it