Can we sit down because there are some things I need to express to you. So many times you claimed to love me but Iâ??m standing here holding my tears and no matter how hard I try I cant understand why things went the way they did. Promised me that we would eventually be and that you where patiently waiting for me. Still all I have to show for our so called un dying love are a few pictures, confusion, and a lot of tears. Still the blame is so effortlessly pushed off on me as though Iâ??m the reason we will no longer be when despite all my efforts your still leaving me, and it hurts because it feels as though my best friend is leaving too. I know you donâ??t mean to intentionally hurt me but the pain it feels so sever and no matter where I turn it just wont go away I wish I knew how to save my self from this devastating stage where we grow apart. Amazingly you still so strongly linger in my heart. I still smell your cologne and remember your kiss but most of all it will be how you made me smile even when my days showed the darkest skyâ??s, still I cant help but feel as though it was all a lie because if u truly cared you wouldnâ??t be saying goodbye.
