Won't do...

We've known eachother for years.
We've shed our tears.
I've known for a long time.
And you are a good friend of mine.
I've got your back.
But then you went off track.
All of a sudden I wasn't good enough.
And that timeframe is rough.
Now your not there.
It's not that I don't care.
Because I do.
After everything that we went through.
Everything changed but you.
I won't blame you.
That's something I won't do.
You have your life and I have mine.
It's just that all this time.
I thought you were a friend of mine.
You were the closest friend that I ever had.
Now I look back at the memories and it makes me kind of sad.
That you had to go that way.
And now there's nothing left to say.
Silence is the wall between us.
And for me that isn't enough.
I want to talk to you.
But following you, is something that I won't do.
I won't listen to a word you say.
And for that you push me away.
My only friend since childhood.
You were there when things weren't all that good.
The shoulder to cry on.
The only person that was there when everyone was gone.
And after everything was said and done.
You were the only one that knew where I came from.
From ashes to ashes and dust to dust.
You were the only friend that I could trust.
You made me change my life around.
And now you look at me without making a sound.
I look at you and see you staring.
I turn around and all of a sudden your glaring.
All of a sudden you were so much better then me.
And my guilt was something that I was supposed to see.
After everything that we've been through.
You want me to blame you.
Well that's something that I won't do...

This goes out to a friend of mine..that I knew since childhood..he isn't around anymore..miss ya man...wish you the best..and only the best..love ya man...