Will you be my friends??

Am I thinking wrong
Or is it true how I\'m feeling
Have my emotions gotten the better of me
Or are you all just lying

You know about my problems
about the buleamia, cutting and C S
I\'m just worrying you\'re going to give up on me
Coz even I know I\'m a freak

You are all my mates
Many of you are much closer
Mel, chloe, phili, emz and billy
Will you promise never to give up on me

I don\'t wana believe you\'re slagging me off behind my back
I don\'t want my heart to ever fall apart
The only reason I stopped was because of you
Now am I finding out u dont care, please say its not true

This poem was written by my worries
Will you tell me i needn\'t worried at all?
I feel safe when I know I\'ve got you
So if you go, how will I get through?

I don\'t care what other people think,
Just as long as i know you\'re all there
It would truly make my heart sink
If I found out you no longer cared

You\'re all my true family
the ones i love the most
just having you there
Makes me feel no more the lonely ghost

I\'m sorry when I shout and cry
When I scream, argue and get angry
Just no that none of its a lie
They\'re just different sides of me

Do you promise you\'re my friends?
Has my problems gotten too bad?
Please don\'t say our friendship\'s near the end
Maybe I should go now, no longer make you sad

*^* love you all - I\'m sorry *^*