Ignore my harsh words

Last night everything I said was a mistake,
I told you the harshest of things,
I cried so much it would have filled up a lake,
Inside me the sadness is filled.

I just didn't think it was possible,
For an amazing friend like you to walk in,
Now you're here- you can make all my dreams possible,
Because you help me with everything.

Please just ignore all of my harsh words,
Because I could never live without you,
You can't ever leave, ever,
Because I never had a dream come true.

I got your back,
You've got mine,
If you need anything just sit on my lap,
And tell me what's on your mind.

Please will you just forgive and forget?
I can't stop feeling pain,
You're the only one who can keep my secrets,
I don't want to start crying again.

You mean so much to me,
But sometimes I get scared,
That you'll become what I've become to be,
Just remember all of the tears we've shared.

I even cried to you on the phone,
That's how much I trust you,
You always help me when I'm feeling alone,
I didn't mean to be rude!

So please will you forget my harsh words?
Because I think I know how much you mean,
If you leave it would be obserred,
So incase you ever forget- you mean EVERYTHING to me...