Trusting you

More outgoing now
than what i used to be
i have loads of friends now
but they dont know the real me

inside i feel like im alone
even though i have people who care
we have a laugh and joke around
but your never truly there

i feel like i can talk to this one person
with who ive become good friends
but i cant help but feel
in the near future our friendship will end

why cant i trust people
with the secrets i hold
about the things i do
..my story never to be told