Nothing Here

I'm lost in this fantasy
in a place that isn't real
fills the emptiness inside of me
for this pain is all i feel

i walked the crowded streets
still feeling alone
trying to find a familiar face
instead of going home

in the alley
i walked quietly
now alone
but I'm just not happy

i asked people
so many questions
with no answers
and no understanding

i finally asked god
what is this mess?!
the life I'm living
can you possible say I'm bless?!

i yelled to god
can you hear me?!
look at myself
do i seem happy?!

i stumbled and cried
all weakened by tears
how hard had i tried?
i'm still nothing here