I've had this thought for several weeks
I figured if I kept it in it would go away
But it only got worse
So my thought came true today
Today I ended my life
So I wrote you this note to tell you good-bye
It was no one's fault
I wanted to die
It just felt so right
I wasn't even scared
I'm sorry if I hurt anyone
Although I doubt anyone cared
It was just too much
I never did anything right
Always wishing I was someone else
I just couldn't win the fight
Every time I thought things were going to be okay
Something would go wrong
And things would come crashing back down
And once again I would feel like I was somewhere I didn't belong
I tried so hard to be strong
But there is only so much I can take
I was in so much pain and no one even knew
I can't even count how many smiles I had to fake
But it is finally over
I don't have to act happy anymore
I've taken my life
And am happier than ever before